Made a change

Sometimes life throws you a curve ball and it's how you hit back at it that depends on where you're going to go...roads split everyday. You've taken the perfect path, everything is just PERFECT..the birds are twittering above..leaves are gently spiralling to the ground and a dragonfly, the most beautiful you've ever seen does a little twirl for you. But what's that? Brambles? Mud? eurrgh and it's getting muddier " Tissues!"

Or there is the other road ....loads of bloody brambles everywhere..that one over there in particular is now stuck in my f*cking leg...bastard f*cking c*nting ...brambles!!!
"I So should be at home playing on Sega!" *hmmph*

Getting further along though now...your Dad is merrily dragging you through the thick black mud...Mum beaming.."isn't it NICE that we all get to come outside, be together, and get some fresh AIR??"
"NOO-OO!"

I WAS you see the moodiest, most intolerable Kevin-like teenager ever to live, who I may add on this particular Saturday morning was packed off in the spluttering SAAB to the lake district. Looking like something out of a lesbians Swedish dream (the comfortable shoes type) the blue halter neck doing wonders for my under developed breasts and those memorable awful brown hiking boots!
"Oh Alexandra...DO be quiet.. you always have a nice time in the end..." and sure enough, out of the other side of the brambly path opened up a dell a fairy would be proud to own.

Much is my current circumstance turning out to be the serenity to brambles. You've opened up finally..(been a while) heart on sleeve action...and it ends up getting pricked...you're heart now looks and feels about as pert as a deflated party balloon. Anticlimaxes are what make us strong. To realise who you are ...makes you stronger...to pick yourself up...makes you proud...so if you are struggling with this one..remember who you are ..be strong and proud :)